~The Chronicles Of An Extrovert~

Broken Bones and Bruises.......

2005-03-12T18:10:00.000-08:00

*groannnnnnnnnn*thats the only word i'm gonna emphasize today....went for cheerleading practice today..yeaps..I'm a cheerleader...and no we dun do around wearing short skirts and acting slutty so for those who somehow have that idea imprinted in your head..disengage it!!thats stereotyping!*bleh*....anywayz.....I never expected to return home so sore...my intention was to go there...practice some moves..show my cheer face and ciao but NO......for stunts, I had to be bounced up and down and boy was I a bundle of nerves.....imagine yourself being tossed up and down like some chapati dough or somethin....its no wonder why my palms were clammy and I was sweating profusely with fear..(I'm sure ann and steph would agree to me on that!)...Goin up is fun as well..we have a great view up there but falling is no walk in the park!..Frankly..I was in a chirpy mood today which explained my non-stop laughter.....Fell several times of course..and most of the time on poor Justin who was the base..sorry pal!By the end of it all, me and ann were feeling like jelly...and my legs just wouldnt quite shaking..we couldnt even bring ourselves to "punch" properly while performing our dance moves....As I fell on my back ( thank God it was done on the field) twice.. once on the ground..once on Justin's knee(ouch) hence the bruises on my back now are throbbing angrily..sighhhhhhhh....sorry dear body and its million cells...guess you will have to put up with it for the next few weeks....groannnnNnnNNnNN......

Saturday:Pre-Celebration

2005-03-08T16:15:00.000-08:00

well..since Felix wouldnt be able to make it for our 9th anniversary(months not years!) next week therefore it was decided that we would celebrate the occasion a week earlier..where did we go? I wanted Souled Out since I've NEVER been there before and really..I wanted to have a look-see session but Felix insisted that he could bring me there any other day..we finally settled on Avanti's at Sunway Hotel...I've been there once and its an awesome place where the waiters and their kind pace around..singing with booming, melodious voices...its indeed a pleasant sound if compared to boisterous kids screaming bloody murder, hassled parents struggling to hush them up while looking mournfully at their dinner...adults talking..rather shouting at one another in their mother tongue...the heat...the uncomfortable wobbly chairs..all that gone for a change at a wonderful diner....woohoo!...Food was fabulous except poor Felix felt sooo sick of his Cabonara he vowed *with his fingers crossed behind his back* never to touch pasta again!but I was happily enjoying my grilled Salmon..yummyyyyyy.....late into the night..we took a stroll at Pyramid and well...managed to do some shopping..hehehe...Felix bought me earrings this day....dear readers, I wouldnt elaborate bout the number....wouldnt wanna be responsible for any of your injuries when you fall off your chair...=).....

I'm pooped!

2005-03-07T18:50:00.000-08:00

yeaps..the tittle says it all..completed another cooking session..took a nice, cooling shower and well....i'm tired out..cooking is really a chore coz when you don't feel like it..there's no motivation at all even if the smell of food finds its way up your hairy nostrils.....ahhh....i bent my waist over to dry my hair and my back made groaning sighs.i feel so oldddddddddd.......and tireddddddddd
One thing funny though bout this session was I was asked to cut the skin off the stem of this huge brocolli...and cut I did..more like chop coz by the end of it all...nothing was left..teeheee!!looks like I would have to perfect my chopping skill!!I just realised that I'm actually quite a perfectionist..every veggie I chop must be evaluated twice and everything that I wash must be scrutinized from every angle before I'm satisfied..shhesh...I bet even the microorganisms might be thinking "Whatcha looking at?havent seen a pretty fly before?"However..the results are satisfying...I fried Belacan Kangkung and some tofu dish today!!yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Me?Cook?No Way!

2005-03-07T16:35:00.000-08:00

That will be my exact reaction when confronted with the dreaded question especially when I was still very much a blue-pinafored high school kid.....Now that I'm "matured"=)....my supposedly womanly senses starts to kick in and the urge to cook was just unbearable...not forgetting the never ceasing warnings given by my dear Mom who somehow kept foreseeing me starving in the United States....thus initiated my one-year cooking class with none other than my Cambodian maid who has managed to make me swoon at the sight of food all these years..well...if my maid who knows nuts bout cooking when she first arrived can do it..so can I right?Utterly WRONG!my first class last week..yeah..I have been meaning to blog bout this for a longggg time but was suffering from "wordaphobia" thus the absence of my scratchings here...anyways...I have been through bout 4 cooking classes so far and here is a brief summary:

1st Day...

found out that I was a timid cat and a total klutz after all when it comes to kitchen matters...why so?
Picture this, screaming at the top of my lungs and running with my tail between my legs out the kitchen just because the oil in the "kuali" or wok started creating bubbles and popping noises...I thought it was gonna burst out in flames...silly me..wouldnt be surprised if the oil starts bursting in laughter....what more....tripping over everything in sight..and thats a no-no policy when it comes to the kitchen....sighhhh.therefore because of my new-found "timidness" and "clumsiness" I was doomed to watch with my arms locked behind my back while my maid proceeded to cook up a storm....maybe I should be a marathon runner or somethin...cooking it seems..how typical......

2nd and 3rd day....

Now these days were quite encouraging as I actually did somethin useful.. after several arid attempts, I finally mastered the skill of.........chopping garlic and the other natural seasonings......what an accomplishment!!I could finally make full use of the knife without worrying about the welfare of my fingers...phewww!!not only that...i finally learnt the art of stirring(though it was tiring) and preparing sauces..frying and steaming..and ahh..i no longer run at the sight of fire!!finally grew out of my timidness..thank God!!by the way...I'm using "finally" as well..I'm relieved!!

4th day......

So far...I've learnt how to boil soup...prepare chicken, fish and of course fry vegetables which is a must for a veggie-lover like me!I've even practiced the art of curry-cooking=)...I finally fried my very own plate of mixed vegetables and boy o boy...am I just sooo proud of myself!!Its the easiest alongside steaming meat dishes therefore I guess my menu next time will comprise of steam fish and vegetables and soup..since its the easiest to prepare..wahahahaha!!!

Cooking is all about feelings and is really an enigmatic art......at least to me!the amount of ingrediants thrown in...strength is extremely necessary too especially when you have to stir big chunks of food...fast.....that I'm still mastering..guess its time to hit the gym and put on some muscles!!Wish Me Luck!!

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my latest obsession......

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my very first veggie dish..yummmmm.......No one suffered food poisoning so I guess I passed!!

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I chopped it myself!!!very important element of the cooking world..

A Happening Birthday Bash!

2005-02-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

I attended a birthday bash on Saturday night..whose?not whose but what...Hitz.fm turned a lovely 8 last Sat night...the party took place at the Sunway Lagoon Surf Pool...Thanks to Shaz, Felix and me managed to obtain tix for this delightful event..It was just like any other bash..with loud music, performances by our local artists and the deejays being their usual nutty selves...all in all..It was a great time together although I've been to better but ahh..this aint bout me..its bout Hitz.FM!!Happy 8th Anniversary!!!.......i'll let pics speak words for now=)

Saturday: Acknowledging our multi-religious nation

2005-02-28T16:30:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday was a pretty interesting day as we were scheduled for a visit to religious destinations organized by the World Religions class of Winter 2005 headed by Mr. Vijaya..well...I was sooo excited as I was finally given the chance to truly explore what other religions are like..their culture and beliefs...so there we were on Saturday morning..all groggy but hyped up for the event....It was a really hazy day..thanks to the forest fires but it did not dampen my mood one bit..Our first stop...Batu Caves...Yes..we walked up all 273 steps up that temple...mind you..there aint such luxuries like elevators or escalators..just plain stamina...I wonder how the Hindhu actually manage to carry kavadis and even knelt up during Thaipusam..really strong faith..*respect respect*...At last we conquered the mini Everest so to speak..all red-faced and breathless(the air aint fresh at all!) except me! thanks to my frequent jogs and exercise *puffs up chest*=)...It came to be...the cave was just......*wahhhhhh*..a cave...like duh!..its all hollow..really empty except for a few Hindhu statues here and there.....apparently Batu Caves came to existence from a rich merchant's dream..not *poof* it appeared or somethin...i mean..that was what I thought..being imaginative and all....hehhe..cool eh?talk about dreams come true=)...well..the walk down is a lil tricky as a slight slip and *bye!humpty-dumpty come alive!*Our next stop was the National Mosque but due to complications of entry into the mosque and we do not wanna resort to swimming in the Klang River in order to reach the symbol of our mother religion thus the for-going of it...ahhh....not much of a problem there!Next we went to an elderly 100 years old catholic church "Holy Rosary"...where we were given a thorough explanation of the Church's beautiful layout with its tainted-glass pictures portraying the Life of our Lord Jesus Christ...Subsequesntly, we were shown into a hall where we were given a short "sermon" by the pastor.....u know..pastors talk a lot.....and its all good stuff so no arguments there..I was enjoying it but looking around the hall- noticing some black adourned heads nodding off to *Dreamland* and bored expressions just disappointed me..ahh.....oh well..it ended well...He took more time than he should..naturally=)The long-awaited refreshments were served...Seeing my classmates' eyes lighting up when it comes to food..It saddens me again...was their main purpose during this Church session eating?what happened to the zeal to know more of our Father?that got me thinking....Further on into our trip was of course the Buddhist Temple where we had our vegetarian lunch(with chicken curry specially for us..its real chicken man!)and we finally made our last stop at the Chinese Temple..whats the difference?well..basically..Buddhist Temple is for Buddhist (duhhhhh) and Chinese Temple is for Taoist...its NOT similar by the way...its two dofferent religions.....However, the Chinese Temple has a certain grand-ish aura about it and it reminds of some Ming Dynasty Palace while the Buddhist Temple resembles a Shaolin kinda place..was expecting some bald-headed monks donning orange robes to be there practicing some cool "kung-fu" with the"Hai-ya"s and the "Wah-ya"s..whats with yas?must have some significance.but ahh..aint wasting time to crap bout this=)...basically..our trip ended bout 3...was dying to go home at the end of it..but I enjoyed myself tremendously and it was basic knowledge that I feel every Malaysian should know...whats the use of belonging to a multicultural society when you dun even know nuts bout it?

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Serena C, *??*, and Michelle adding FUN into the party!

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upclose.....

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lights and the works!!

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my only way into fun..fun and more fun!!!!!!!!!

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Exterior of the Chinese Temple

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the exquisite ceiling of the Chinese Temple

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Chinese Temple..they dun worship Buddha..

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Buddhist Temple..the shrine room..

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internal view of the church...

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the church..external view

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the strenuous climb up...really steep..

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the beautifully carved symbols of Hinduism

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the "hollow" cave....

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what greeted us at the end of 273 steps.....

Mamak - ing?

2005-02-24T12:40:00.000-08:00

was supposed to be at Felix's family dinner yesterday but it was cancelled therefore..ate home in *misery*(awww..my Mom's cooking is absolutely da bomb!)...late into the night...Downright boredness eluded me silently and after some serious contemplating..I decided to call Felix out for a "tong sui" session at KTZ.....well..before I continue...let me make ONE thing straight..I admit..I'm not a fan of "mamak"...I mean..its not that I dun like it..but its just that..sitting at a table which wobbles like an Adam's apple in a coffee shop drinking some teh O ais Limau and just chilling in sweltering heat(notice the irony?) plus watching cautiously at cockroaches or other whatnot insects promenading around your legs makes me shudder...*brrr*...I rather be safely curled up in my bed reading a book perhaps..ahh..thats me.....but hey..yesterday was an exception as the idea of heading out of home outweighed practically everythin else...so there I was...with Felix..we ordered 3 different kinds of chinese desserts between the two of us...Shaz came and join us soon after that but as he's the Malay mamak kinda person..Oriental food just does not do him justice..thus..he ended up with a soya bean in hand and we proceeded in talking through the night..the outcome?a barely half-eaten bowl of black sesame "tong sui"..my doing..and Felix managed to wallop the other two...phew..thank God for his bottomless pit...and three happy but tired faces..all in all...I sort of take back what I've said about mamak-ing before this..after all..the bonding session and lame jokes are sufficient enough to term this night a thumbs up...oops..sorry for the lack of pics...all coz of this gal her who aplogetically left her camera at home...looks like I'm not much of a camera whore..wahahaha....

A relaxing day..

2005-02-22T15:15:00.000-08:00

mmmm...i'm sitting here in front of the computer..reading blogs..ddevouring a watermelon with a spoon..yummy and feeling an improvement of my mood from last night..phew..luckily my foul mood wasnt perpetual..really sorry to Felix as he had to endure my silent-ness in the car to and from the airport yesterday which was superbly unusual for a chatterbox like me=)oh well..thank God for the change and I'm feeling relaxed today..just being at home...no lengthy and oh-so-boring lectures...no dreaded pig-sty looks at wee hours of the morning..just blissful sleep till the sun warms me up...spending a part of my beautiful morning with God and meditating.....and listening to cool records on my com while juggling my time between the books and blogging..this is life......contented and fulfilling life.......ooh..I'm loving it!

A teary-eyed farewell...

2005-02-22T12:30:00.000-08:00

It finally came...21st February...it was the day when my best friend, Chui Wa was due to fly off to Sydney..after her farewell party last Saturday night, it still did not dawn on me that she was leaving..it still seem like a long way more..dun have to apologize for that night when i slept over girl..i completely understand...anywayz...yesterday was THE night..it wasnt until I reached the airport when the thought of her leaving rushed over me like a tidal wave, leaving me drenched in an unmistakable reality...that my pal wasnt just goin for a holiday and will be back within a month but she was there on her way to being a businesswoman perhaps?nonetheless...it was a tearful farewell..i tried really hard not to cry coz i did not want it to be as if its goodbye..but..come on..as u see your best pal walking through the immigration gate with her luggages in tow..how can u resist those tears anymore?but at least..she didnt have to see me cry...I only knew Chui Wa for a year or so but yet the bond is so strong...It may seem a short time but deep within there's more to this friendship and thats the reason why I hold it especially dear to my heart...I suffered that feeling once when another great friend of mine went to New Zealand(you know who u are) and now...its just the same process again..empty nest syndrome=)..Wa wa will be back and I do hope I will be here so that we can go on shopping sprees again(Wa's fav words: I need shoes!)...sleepovers...just catching up on old times and sharing gossips(hehe)...Its hard to know that even though her house is equidistant from mine...the person is far away!that i cant just walk to her house whenever I feel like it..that I cant just call her in wee hours of the morning just to hear her sleepy voice and to call her out for a drink...that i cant do crazy things with her again...ahh...the many memories...my dear pal...i will never forget you...hope you wouldnt too...may God pour his blessings on you and protect you...muakz...here's to a friendship that will never end!!

2005-02-21T20:32:00.000-08:00

friends forever!

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the outcome of the event...

Saturday : A long-awaited gathering

2005-02-21T14:42:00.000-08:00

Finally met up with my secondary school friends - Sandy and Yan Yan whom I was and still is close to up till today..After several falied attempts to meet up, we finally did in Mid Valley where we had the time of our lives..just three of us...hanging out and reminiscing of our past..met up with them at Shakeys and we proceeded to do what girls like to do...SHOPPING!..I didnt manage to get anythin.actually i didnt intend to buy stuff as it wasnt the shopping which made it all exciting..rather the company and of course who can ever forget ...taking pictures to cherish those precious moments..who knows..when we are too busy to hang out next time..there's always somethin to look forward to and that will be our memories...

Accident - prone!

2005-02-18T17:25:00.000-08:00

alright......I am currently a certified clumsy oaf with two left feet and a gazillion number of hands..sigh.....it has only been a day and a part of my ankle lost its "clothes"(skin) when its owner who wasnt aware of where she was going met an accident with the stairs...plus a miniscule but equally as obvious scratch mark near my elbow which till now i'm wondering where I obtained it from and not to forget a painful cut which situated itself near the thumb of my right hand...and all because I was shoveling a book back into the cabinet..how did i do that?i'm the Queen of tragedies and accidents...am I supposed to pick everything daintily form now on?bit by bit till my patience runs out?argh!.....guess the pain further reminds me of my clumsiness......need I say more?*falls off chair*OUCHH!!

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wahahahha..my throng of unopened ang pao's!

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a starter=)

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Agung's palace...huge place for a guy...

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captivating stream of water at the entrance of the hotel...

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Another cafe in the hotel all dressed up for Valentine's..sooo romanticcc!!

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even the vege was heart shaped...note that they were all capsicums and God knows what else!!

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more sweet things..aint they just sooo cute...all heart shaped..!!

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deserts look nice but beware of the taste!Felix can testify to that!

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Romance fills every corner of this place...

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the entrance of the diner which was beautifully decorated for the occassion...

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i feel like touching the sun.....feel its evening warmth and its glow on my bare arms...*getting all poetic with eyes sparkling in anticipation and simple happiness*

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beautiful sunset....taken from an ultimately bored-to-the-max girl in a traffic-jammed car..

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well...the finale...although not very well taken but..wow..thats 250 bucks worth of pleasure for less than a minute...now..aint that seem like burning bank notes?if only i could..

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wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww......

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take off!!!!!!!!!!

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thats 250 bucks worth of fireworks..all 49 of them connected..woohoo!!

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hahah..took this pic for fun..notice the pawn shop?u will not find this here in the busy and well-developed city of Kay-elle!

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Thats my maternal Uncle's(primarily deceased Grandfather's)stationery shop which has created quite a name in the small town of Kampar...

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the damage and the trouble it created...notice the bulldozer at the side?thats how bad it was..*pic taken by a weary girl..dozing off..zzzzz..*

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Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!!!!

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my fav cousin and me...family lunch..aint she just soooo superbly cuteeee?

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me sis and I..looking all cool while house hopping...dun bother rotating the picture upside down or all the way round...we do not resemble one another but are both genuine products of the Yeoh clan indeed..hehe=)

2005-02-15T23:41:00.000-08:00

the beauty herself..all in glory and radiance...looking all prim and proper...*Low whistle*

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the captivating sexy, red hot beauty...all in its equally beautiful interior..

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the HUGE mind-boggling chocolate cake at Felix's party!!

A Memorable Valentine.......

2005-02-15T14:42:00.000-08:00

I have never celebrated Valentine's day...........therefore this year's special day was naturally an exciting time for me...I couldnt wait for night.....as I know..something wonderful will be planned out by Felix for this romantic night....I was well-informed beforehand that flowers will have to wait till after Valentines with the simple reason concerning its horrendous price..imagine paying 320 bucks for those red stems to die in your house rather than a shop...I of course aint bothered by it after all..the watch was simply more than enough and is worth every cent...Flushed by the prospect of somethin utterly amazing...I went through the day...wrapping myself with the fantasy of the plan...Night finally came....I was ready...ecstatic and beaming with anticipation...Felix came and off we went......to.....Marriott Putrajaya.....the place was oozing with romance and elegance.....It looked every brick and stone like a five star hotel...We walked..no..promenaded into Terrace Cafe...feeling every inch like celebrities..the diner was beautifully decorated with heart-shaped balloons and tables sprinkled with delicately-cut hearts...candles added to the romantic aura...we were shown to our table and as elegant as we can...seek to satisfy our stomachs with the scrumptious buffet selections-salads...local and western dishes...and a desert table meticulously arranged with assorted calories which may be heaven to those with a sweet tooth all...we ate..swinging our legs to music..and just soaking ourselves in the warm and fuzzy ambience...The finale of the night was a picture taken for keepsakes and a lovely evening to cherish....

A truly unfortunate night...

2005-02-14T17:00:00.000-08:00

If I were to describe last thursday night in one word..i will choose weird..why weird?well..it goes like this...It was almost 12am and well...i was busy catching up or rather in a whirlwind of gossip with my Aunt..when it happened..we heard sounds outside and being busybodies by nature..(the same goes for u, reader!dun think I dunno u're sitting at the edge of your seat with anticipation..eager for more!)anyways..we looked out and to our horror.....the TNB electric shed?(whatever u call it) was on FIRE!!mark my words..this aint just egg-frying fire but a BIG and threatening one punctuated by small explosions...I wasnt afraid...mesmerized will be the word..i'm sure the fire had a delicious meal of wires and cables that night but nonetheless..it had to chew on the wire which runs our electricity and before we knew it..*poof*..we were drenched in total darkness and of course sighing after our futile prayers and hopes...so there we were...hot and mumbling our complaints......Sitting in the dark..waiting for a miracle to happen maybe...i felt myself nod off...therefore the frantic need for a bed...kicked off the blanket which proved itself useless at this time....and struggled to fall asleep amidst buzzing mozzies partying over their feast of human blood that night..i wouldnt be surprised if they even wore those ridiculous party hats and singing to Britney's "Hit me baby one more time" in a mocking tone...arghhhh!!!after tossing and turning...i resorted to sleeping in the living room where part of the family were...waiting....I ended up on two conjoined chairs which was no king size bed and no where comfortable but hey..I was tired...so what the heck...aint gonna turn into a catankerous old lady and be fussy!so u think I finally had a good rest?excuse me while I laugh, a cynical, dry, mirthless kind of laugh that is..I woke up every hour when the cuckoo clock goes cuckoo and to the endless mozzie festival going on around me...the result the next morning?a face looking so worn out and a temper equivalent to two active volcanoes..i wouldnt elaborate further...

The Aftermath..

2005-02-14T15:49:00.000-08:00

It has been almost a week since the death of MJ and Pepper...things have pretty much settled,,,the crying has stopped..but there's always a time when i reminisce those good times together...however...the news didnt totally disrupt my New Year as I collected loads of red packets and boy.......am i sooooo rich and satisfied now....however...i havent undergo the much sought after task of dredging those greens or reds or blues(hopeful tone)from the bottom of those red chinese packets...wahahah..will do after the 15 days...weird it may be but i enjoy the pleasure of gasping at my "catch" after everythin is over..at that time..i will be loaded with both ecstasy and moneyyyyyyyyy although i know that all will be thrown into a heavily secured box called the bank..culprit!!nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...................*scheming on a place to hide the cash*i know!i shall dig a hole right in the garden and hide it there!oops...i forgot..i'm writing this down in a PUBLIC blog with YOUR puny eyes fixed upon it...hardy har-har...come and find it if u dare!sorry guys...u may find my sense of humour rather puerile but well...just bear with me=)all in all...had a great time spending the new year with my family and relatives after all its a wonderful opportunity to get together and talk like old times...regardless of the food and money..the company is what makes it all worth it to be crammed up in the family car like a sausage in a hot dog bun on a sunny day for 2 hours....not to mention the jam...but ahhh...the joy of it all!!who's complaining?i'm not!

A week of mourning...

2005-02-10T16:10:00.000-08:00

yeaps..the death of MJ and Pepper reminded me of my maternal grandparents...my grandma passed away when I was Form 1?i cant recall but well....my grandpa followed suit a year later...well...i guess when two souls are conjoined...once u take away one...the other goes too...same goes for the rabbits...i'm positive that Pepper must have felt an hour of loneliness and a trough of despair before deciding that life is meaningless without its other half...who can ever surmise that the two lovable and exuberant 'kids' are not even able to pass through a year of life...how sad..how tragic...therefore..i personally declare a mourning period for a week commencing on the 14th of feb...thats the least i could do to cherish the memories of two significant beings....au revoir MJ and Pepper...nous vous aimerons toujours!(We will always love you!)

Devastated.....

2005-02-09T22:50:00.000-08:00

I cant believe it...but its a fact...I received a phonecall today from Felix. Amidst loud voices and corny chinese gossips and jokes...the message was received..from what I was able to glean, the newsw isnt good...in fact it was the worst and superbly unexpected...MJ and Pepper left this world at around noon today...9th of Feb 2005...I am so totally shocked that I cant even manage to assuage Felix who was practically dissolving into tears at that time...I wasnt even there with them....the reason for their death is still unknown but I just want those two wonderful darlings to know that I Love Them Dearly..Rest In Peace...muakz....

Exquisite Beauty..

2005-02-08T20:58:00.000-08:00

I fell in loveeeeeee with a red sexy number with gleaming red leather straps and tiny elegantly placed crystals...and..oh my gosh...it now belongs to me as an early Valentine's present from Felix...oh my gosh......there's nothing sexier than its' tick tock' and not a "face" more captivating than this beauty of mine...its 'body' so delicate, smooth and soft like baby skin...I saw it in front of a glass window all shining silver and red..our 'eyes' met and i knew...it was love at first sight...I couldnt stop rambling bout 'her'...'her' enigmatic aura somehow attracted my heart..my attention...so there I was that monday afternoon with Felix at the shop in One Utama(whats with that place?) with my nose literally pressed onto the window as I stared at the..i wouldnt elaborate further...after leaving the shop and walking around somemore...i couldnt stop thinking bout it...my body was there but my mind was romancing together with the 'beauty'...our last stop before leaving the mall was...u guess it...and this time...i took on some courage and in a teeny voice asked to have a look at the 'beauty'...as she slowly held its delicate body towards me...i breathed deeply in anticipation...and finally..it was in my hand...small and slim...its ticking synchronised with my heart beat and i knew...this is the one...Felix..being the spontaneous being that he is immediately said "we'll take it"..as I looked at him with wide eyes and an open mouth..."its an early V-day present"...i wanted to argue..Unknowingly..I felt unexplainable guilt..but it only lasted a while as the white plastic bag containing the 'beauty' was placed in my hands..We left the shop with me experiencing ineffable joy and Felix being undeniably poorer by..(price remains anonymous)...even till now i still cant believe the beauty is in my room..resting in its chrome red box....how long this euphoric feeling will be i cant say for sure but what i can confirm is that its definitely not infatuation...

Sunday : my sandwich-making history

2005-02-08T20:28:00.000-08:00

so here i am, eyes fixated on this silver-bordered monitor reminiscing my past Sunday...i spent the whole morning practically waiting for Ms Chui Wa's phonecall to confirm our 'date' for lunch that afternoon...well..poor girl...couldnt make it in the end...coz of some complications due to family events and miscommunications(not blaming u girl!)...After that, i found myself walking in One Utama with Felix with the purpose of completing some CNY shopping and to buy groceries for his birthday party that very night...We were supposed to be making sandwiches which explains my surreptitious glances at my watch..subsequently, we made our way back to Felix's house and started the mechanical procedure of making the triangular carbohydrate which will eventually find itself in someone's stummy...cut the bread..insert the tuna/egg...slap it together..cut it in half and voila! The sexy white virgin!!After much cutting and stuffing and several stubborn cucumbers which somehow walked its way from inside the bread onto the plate, the result was three BIG plates brimming with yum yums...frankly speaking, i felt really proud of myself..i mean hey!I made sandwiches and mind u..they DO look appetising...unlike those soggy, limp ones u may find in bakeries...before u argue, bakery fans, note the word "MAY"...overall the party went really great with the table groaning with scrumptious food..and of course...the beautifully made sandwich sitting in its glory amidst it all...unaware that it will soon find itself among intestines and stomach juices...ahhh...if it only knew......

2005-02-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

a busybody as ever pepper chewing on *ack* Felix's moms' plant..oops=)

2005-02-07T20:47:00.000-08:00

a HUGE, "preganant" MJ at 7 months

2005-02-07T20:45:00.000-08:00

a small and dainty MJ at one month

2005-02-07T20:44:00.000-08:00

an inquisitive one month old pepper

2005-02-07T20:41:00.000-08:00

pepper at one month....

tee hee...=)

2005-02-01T11:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a rather eventful day for me..what happened?well...Felix came and pick me up after college ended for the day (phew) at 2!!alright..i'll give him some credit..he came at 1:50pm..hehe...we were both starving thus our butts ended up on lil stools in Ming Tien...wouldnt go into details on what we ate...but it satisfied my stummy nonetheless...after that.....Felix gave me a lift home to change as we were supposed to go for a jog at the hill in Taman Tun....but not before we headed back to his house so that he could change into his skimpy jog suit(just kidding!)...at his house..i took the opportunity to visit my dear rabbits....MJ is superb fat...but I was rather suspicious of his/her gender coz he certainly does NOT look like a female to me..therefore..we decided to bring MJ to Pets Wonderland first to make sure before jogging...After the hasty decision, we were rushing to One Utama as the sky was turning a threatening grey which will diminish our jogging spirits(uh-oh)..therefore there we were running around in One U...that would be fine except try carrying a really FAT rabbit in a cage..not exactly a walk in the park u know...but we made it..the result?MJ IS A MALE!that explains the balls between its legs...pregnant huh?hahaha..think twice!what a turnoff!I was starting to dream about lil white MJs and Peppers running about...ahh..that will come i hope..meanwhile..all we have is a humongous rabbit who eats like a truck..alright..alright..i'll give the poor guy some credit..he's manly....FAT is MACHO...food for thought huh..=)
well..when we put MJ back in the cage with his other half and was about to make our way to the hill......it happened...*crash*boom*..rain fell.....that totally dashed our hopes...so I decided to wait in his house...willing the rain to stop...suddenly his Felix's friend called and lo and behold..we obtained two free premier tickets for "Racing Stripes"...how lucky can we be?at least that lifted my spirits a lil....when he was about to drive me home..the rain stopped and it was then 5:30pm that faithful evening that we made a spontaneous decision to go ahead and jog..see how desperate for exercise we were...hehehe...we went at great speed and finished our rounds at a record time..woohoo...*high 5 partner!*...yeaps...the movie was awesome..really funny.....go and watch it..u will not regret!!and its NOT a cartoon so dun worry bout watching a kiddie show coz its rather meaningful......phew..what a dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

A weird but happy surprise....

2005-01-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

Today was a really weird day...i went to World Religions class as usual...dragging my feet and walking with half-shut eyes wondering why I was soo tired and hoping that Mr Vijaya would sorta freshen me up or at least keep me awake!!..but boy...it didnt work..i was practically nodding off in his class..its a horror!...i was soo sleepy...aftre his class which promptly ended at 9am..i couldnt take it anymore..the only thing on my mind was SLEEEPPPPPPPPPP....so where did i end up on?a table in a secluded corner of the ADP library!..along with a friend who wanted to pay a visit to dreamland as well..no..i did not skip class..i was making full use of my long break due to the absence of my Eng lecturer and boy it was an hour of bliss and real good,deep slumber...woohoo.....felt so refreshed after that..
If that wasnt enough for my weird day...Felix called me up when I was in the Purple Box theatre watching a movie for English class and surprise!MJ is pregnant...I was really excited until...wait..run that by me again?MJ IS PREGNANT?nothin wrong right..well..yeah right...MJ was supposed to be a male rabbit..(yes its a rabbit..who do u expect?)...but ahahaha...He turned out to be a she...and Pepper who's supposed to be a She is now a He...confusing huh?well...it was really funny considering the situation...so much for the mixed up gender!!that really made my day....weird weird weird!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!

2005-01-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

finally.....finally...finally i'm out of this thick, hard shell of laziness and blogging once again..phew..it was tough to get my fingers moving across the keyboard again but well..i managed..dun i deserve a pat on the back?hehe...anywayz...i have soooo much to say till i am speechless(fingerless) as to what to write in here..hmm...if i were to go back to the christmas and new year celebrations last year...it would have taken me AGES so i shall save my breath and concentrate on the NOW....okie...just to sum up a lil bit bout my life from dec the 8th?till now...i've started classes naturally back in Taylors..but this time in ADP...what can i say?i've gone from Ms. quiet-as-a-mouse-and-without-a-friend to a gal with a social life...at least it aint that bad as i only have to venture into classes three times a week(to those who feel like pelting me with tomatoes..again...u're most welcomed to but nyah-nyah-nyah-nyah-nyah!!u cant get me!)hehe...so far..classes have been interesting...i only have four classes..which is sufficient enough...so here I am...*trumpets blaring to United States anthem*a 3 weeks old Uni(sort of) student with a 'happening' life, and a bright future striving for success and freedom *trumpets end* i know its crap but u think this is all u're gonna get?well..think again!after almost two months without crapping a word here..i'm gonna crap all i want..so there!but of course..without u lovely readers reading this crap...all my effort would have gone to waste..so thank u for not giving up on me and putting www.annfiles.blogspot.com out of your 'most wanted' list of webbies..*grins sheepishly*...okie..where was I?see!i got off the point again!right...college...UNIVERSITY...let me describe my teachers...right..I have a cute, adorable, bald(almost) World Religions teacher whom i thank God is teaching me first thing in the morning at 8am..his marvellous sense of humour is enough to keep me awake for the rest of the day..awesome huh?his favourite words?"you bugger you!"...now for Eng...i dunno man but i think English teachers have some sort of aura about them..its like they have this similar style of teaching which gives out a strict and no-nonsense impression..but well..so far she seems really sweet but as it is often said 'never judge a book by its cover!'..i wont!..but ahh..i suppose of what i heard from previous sem students about her strict markings and high expectations...i can foretell that its not gonna be an easy-goin semester for me*fingers crossed*...Interpersonal Communications...now this is an interesting one...a lot of classwork involved which suits me justttttt fine=)..in fact..it is a class of interaction and loads of understanding-one-another stuff...am definitely looking forward to more of these activities..now for College Algebra...my teacher is a middle-age lecturer who tries really hard to make the class seem less boring which i totally appreciate her for it...really nice nonetheless and she jokes a lot...may seem 'lame' at times but hey..she's trying..but its really hillarious..like she will be teaching algebra at one time and the next second she went on rambling about snow and restaurants..and mcdonalds..wahahha..truly a unique lecturer....=)
folks..this is only the introduction..a summary of my present life..how bout my life TOODAY?well..tune in to find out!!to be continued..........

Malaysia, malaysia, malaysia's on fire!we dun need the devil coz the devil is a liar!!

2004-12-05T23:00:00.000-08:00

woohhoooo!!i'm homeeeee..where did i go?for me to know and for u to find out!...but ahh...thats a whole different blog altogether...tonight...is my night..is the time for me to share bout this particular experience i has last week..this ONE and only ONE awesome, breathtaking and extra-ordinary experience...yes..its none other than the Planet Shakers conference 2004!...*applause and bird calls*... now..as i'm writing this..i'm envisioning this in my little head...i didnt go for the conference although i know..i already a big part of the excitement..but well...at least i went for the night rally and boy...i never regretted an ounce of dragging my heavy butt there at all!!when u enter the conference hall...as in the main hall...hundreds and thousands of passionate Christians throng the halls...and filled it like Christmas decorations..hehe..anywayz...now...when u enter the hall itself..the place where God's presence whoosh around like Santa Claus..(whats wrong with my similies today?must be Christmas season blues!)dropping his presence instead of presents on us...he indeed rained down on all of us there those precious nights...the start of the rally will see youths of all ages..even adults bless their souls rushing down from every aisle..filling up the front..and once the music starts and the band starts playing..the people will start jumping like kangaroos...up, down,up, down, up, down...well..for me..i only went on last two nights..the first night i was there..i didnt jump much but i was so alive...the second and last night..i jumped and sang to my heart's content..amidst all those blithe and boisterous people...it was a once in a livetime opportunity....i never felt like this before..i really wanted to just cut my heart out there and then and surrender it to God...i never burst out soo much love and adoration for the King...and boy..that was great!!the band was good..music was good..sermon was..superb...but the most beautiful thing of all that night was God's might presence embellishing every angle and every nook and cranny of that hall and the few thousand people its holding in its walls...when it all ended...i didnt wanna leace..really i didnt..i was sooo reluctant...i felt like camping in the hall and if someone threatens to pull me out i will hang on to those pillars and not let go...if only...but ahh...memories are here to stay...i'm glad i went to this rally as i was contemplating....truly i heard from God...was touched..felt his presence..was challenged...one of those things was to believe and not doubt...i want to witness a breakthrough..or a revival in Malaysia..that night wasnt all just about the band (although some of us have to admit how cutee they are..whoopsie)we can all be planet shakers but its whether we wanna initiater the move or not...we can listen...be euphoric for awhile and forget bout it in days...or we can be consistent and frequent to making this dream come true in Malaysia...to act out of wisdom alongside our Almighty God...i choose the latter and have felt a frission of excitement ever since the rally...what is your choice?will u be a planet shaker?...oops..time to go!*singing I'm Running After Uuuu!!*

Officially A Part Of God's Familleee!!!

2004-11-21T17:50:00.000-08:00

wow..today (Sunday, 21st of Nov) is one day i will never forget....yeaps...for you guys who know...I finally got baptised this morning at 11:45am (maybe?)....when I woke up this morning...i was feeling jittery as i was and still am actually soooooooooooooooo excited!!i couldnt believe it....getting baptised was one of the boggest dreams I had..and finally it has been realised...I feel an overwhelming sense of peace and serenity...in fact the joy is sooo wonderful that I just had to write a blog today although I will be facing my exams tomorrow till Fri but ahhh!!the joy of being in God's family now...
It was a set of nerves and a thumping heart as I stood on the stage..waiting in line to be baptised in the warm waters(thanks to the compassion of the church knowing that many people in China have to be baptised in icy cold waters and we have personal heating..talk about luxury!)
Nevertheless....it was a wonderful experience...and later on the accepting ceremony of us into Damansara Utama Methodist Church!!that was awesome...I'm finally a part of the church...a part of this huge , warm and fuzzy community of people whom I love dearly!!....and I can safely call DUMC my church without thinking twice..after months of waiting...I'm finally flying in my dreams...thats one dream checked off from my list...brings me a step nearer to my own personal spiritual goals...=)...
When I emerged from the "holy" waters...drenched to the last strand of my hair of course...I felt such excitement that I just wanted to hug the pastors there right on the spt but I restrained the urge too..but the huge silly grin on my face shone a million watts at least and would have burnt a lightbulb to bits..=)that I cant contain..hehehe......but woohoo!!!...I'm no longer the me before but I'm a whole new Annabelle Yeoh whose family members goes wayyyyy beyond the number of 5..but ahhh......its all just a number=)........
I'm on cloud 7 now!......and well..in a blissful mood(no..i'm not getting married but the feeling is equivalent to it)....Praise The Lord! Hallelujah!

just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.
Matt 20 : 28

~ Girl Thoughts ~

2004-11-09T18:05:00.000-08:00

hehehe....i've thought of a purrrr-fect topic for today...i'm soo proud of myself!anywayz...what was i talking about?oh yeah!well...have u ever thought why God made you the way you are?sometimes when you flip through newpapers, you will tend to find articles featuring the gorgeous winners of beauty pageants...when you read on..you are aghast to find that the winner is a....MALE!!??..what is happening to this world?models flank the catwalk...impossibly beautiful women stalk the sidewalks...most of the time..they are males..with slender bodies, high cheekbones, deep eyes, smooth skin and shaking their long mane as they walk, they are indeed the perfect model of a woman's dream but the question is..are they real???they sacrificed so much just to allocate their dream of being a woman but can they ever have what a genuine woman may possess like the feeling of natural childbirth, to hold their own baby in their arms, to have a family. All they have are looks made from plastic and silicone...will they last in the end?dun get me wrong, i'm not presenting judgements here...but well....for me...i really believe in appreciating whatever God has given you physically...God is always fair...everythin he creates is beautiful in His eyes so if you are feeling low about yourself, its time to change that attitude...you may not have killer looks or body...but you may be musically inclined or even a badminton star...so in the end it all comes down to how you see yourself...self image is important..what you see in the mirror is crucial...if you choose to close your eyes, you will be giving way to negative thoughts but on the other hand, if you just open your eyes wide and see, someone beautiful will stare back in return...its all about perceptions. For me, I feel very blessed...although there are times you may want to be thinner or your eyes bigger, your nose sharper or your cheekbones higher...but when I look into my long, dainty mirror..i see someone who has been blessed with many things in life...and I will be ecstatic for the rest of the day...because i have chose to accept myself for who I am...why rant and rave about your body when you know its not you bosy that counts...all that matters in your later life or the here and now is to keep your heart and soul pure...with a pure and beautiful soul, you will naturally be beautiful on the outside, no doubt about that.....so love your body and accept it..pamper it and you will feel wonderful in return....wow..i sound like some dietician..hmm..not bad....i will definitely consider that profession..hehehe

A change for Jesus

2004-10-31T13:15:00.000-08:00

I wanted to do my quiet time earlier this morning but was disturbed by the constant blaring of a microphone somewhere around my area - signalling some graduation day of some primary school. I suppose its a great opportunity for me to write somethin after procrastinating for weeks. Well..its amazing what God has taught me these past few days.. I am still awed at how I felt completely changed and renewed...Last Fri (29th Oct) was congregation for all the Cell Groups...everythin was fine..Pr Margaret spoke about we being salt shakers...It was scheduled that Sister Jackie Pullinger would speak at the missions conference on Sat(30th)...part of her team from Hong Kong came to pay us a lil visit on that Fri...at the end of the congregation..we were supposed to pray for the members of the team so there I was laying hands on one of the woman in the team when suddenly Pr Margaret whispered into my ear "Annabelle, I want u to close"... I was stunned for awhile coz those who know me is aware of my fear of praying out loud and furthermore to a missionary and in front of a Pastor!!whoa...I looked helplessly at Grace - my cell group leader and was thinking "my goodness..she's not giving me a choice!"...but i went forth in faith....and started praying...to cut the whole story short...I felt great at the end...it was indeed a step of faith for me to muster so much courage to do it...I felt God was already doing somethin in my life...8:30 the following morning of the 30th saw me walking up to the white building of DUMC. for the mission conference..I was excited about what to expect and overall it was impactful but because I was sitting right in front of the air conditioner, I was practically shivering and well..I just cant stand the coldness!!the conference lasted a whole day and I was dying for a bed by the end of it...at the end..Sister Jackie called people out for prayer for power and anointing of the Holy Spirit...I was confused at first coz I wasnt sure I had the anointing already as I could speak in tongues but I really wanted to prophesy..but in the end..I didnt go out front...Celebration that very night was a night I will never forget...After the sermon...again Sister Jackie called people out for anointing..and because I wasnt sure I decided to go out this time with Elizabeth in tow...just as I was out front..Liz wanted healing for her sickness..I just wanted to be able to prophesy...All in all, we were two very very lost people out front and not forgetting confused!...However..we bumped into Pr Margaret who told us to pray for people first before being prayed for...again I was stunned and was thinking " Wow..not again..." after yesterday night..my faith deceived me once again but i decided to follow what sister Jackie said about opening up our eyes to truly see the poor spiritually...but i wouldnt deny that i was shaking out and feeling extremely nervous as i have never prayed for someone in need before..she assigned us to these two lovely old ladies..one in a wheelchair and one not....Liz prayed for the one in the wheelchair...while i took over the "popo" sitting on the chair..After hearing her problems and all bout her health...I breathed deep and prayed "God, please give me wisdom..i dunno how to pray!"...but all in all...it was awesome..i prayed my heart out and truly surrendered myself to God...i did it in the end..after praying for her...i wanted to walk away but i sense her need..her pain..so i decided to talk to her...at first i was bending over..then i was squatting ...by the time she was finishing her life story, I was already sitting on the floor..listening intently...i felt touched by what she had to say...and i could really listen to her for hours..to share what she has to go through...i prayed again for her children...and i could see she was touched as she had tears in her eyes...this experience made me realize that all i have to do is take the time to listen ...just listen to what ppl have to say....they may be in need or they may not be..all u have to do is sit and listen..by doing so..u might just about change a person's life...i took that step of faith out of the boat and i will continue doing so because God has placed a passion in my heart to continue helping people in need..who are poor...i've decided to attend mission trips next year because i have a lil tingle in my heart for some time and i feel that God has been pressing me on for missions...to go out there and do great things for God is a dream of mine that i hope to achieve in times to come....i suppose God will use people around u to encourage u to take up that step...and i believe Pr Margaret was there to push me on and to remind me not to stall for more time or procrastinate...I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..AMEN!!

A wonderful weekend not to be forgotten

2004-10-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

hey guys!yeaps..i'm back!i know..i have disappeared for soo long...14 days!exactly two weeks..i know..its unforgivable but please..its not my intention!(yeah right)...i'm positive!*lifts up hand as an oath*...wow...i've just been through an amazing weekend...went for BMEW...a whole two days of encountering God..am I just sooo fresh now...I wouldnt go into the details as well..i've just written my testimony and i'm sure it will be out soon..so be patient and wait for the juicy details!=)...anywayz...i've eaten soo much during my stay in Empress Hotel that I'm sure I have gained a few kilos now..but hey!Enjoy food when its available!after all...gaining some weight will work for me since I'm always soo cold in college and am sick of being stared at when I wear two sweaters to college as if I'm some extinct species from God-knows -where...and the funny thing is...I'm still cold!mind-boggling huh?maybe its hormones...Hormones are the saddest part in our body as it always gets the blame for everythin!..pimples...*hormones*....mood swings..*hormones*...impatience..*hormones*..even the fact that you cant sleep properly is caused by hormones..poor hormones...i know..u guys will probably think why am I crapping like this in this particular blog...well..to tell u the truth..I've really got nothin to say..*uh-oh*..yeaps!for once..Annabelle Yeoh Tze Ruey has NOTHIN to say!oh dearrrrr.........I think its hormones..hehhe..sorry pals but its just too easy to blame u guys...anywayz..i better go before i get any whackier!!*logging off the computer while dancing salsa*

~A Night To Remember~

2004-10-11T17:00:00.000-07:00

wow..wow..wow....before u start performing fainting spells..yes..its the same person writing here...not an impostor..i know it unbelievable...Annabelle writing a blog...good..Anabelle writing two blogs in a day?thats awesome man!hehe...beginning my life as a young 18 year old...carefree and fun!(sounds like some kinda advertisement)...anywayz...i went back to my hometown or rather my Dad's hometown in Ipoh during the weekends as my beloved grandmamma is celebrating her 80ish birthday!...so well..since I havent seen my darling senior relative and my fav aunt for months..I made it a must to vosot for the weekend..its a funny thing going back to that lovely single storey brick house...my grandma lives a simple life with her two daughters..both unmarried...basically minus us...there is peace and silence...with us plus my uncle's family around?havoc!!its like Hurricane Jean and Ivan mixing together to form a hoopla of a noise=)...my 3 small cousins will be running around...screeching at the top of their lungs bout who is gonna play with the game boy first...*tsk tsk*..kids nowadays..when I was their age...I didnt even have a single electronic plaything...and what do they have?computers..playstation..game boy..u name it!their lil *personal* talents compromises of memorising pokemon card characters...tips for the next computer game....each game level...this is the result of modern technology!anywayz...ahhh!i've steered so far off from my point!!!this is not gonna happen..right..where was I?yeaps..so then...as it is well known...Ipoh is infamous for their roads or entertainment industry but defeinitely their food is...i'm lost for words!*yum yum*....
each time we visit...my relatives will take us to the newest famous place for food...thats the reason why in Ipoh..its easy to gain weight...perfect for Felix!=)*joking*...thats the only thing u can do there..eat or watch tv or sleep...nothin else=)...It was a tradition for my grandma to give red packets on her birthday and so i got loads of cash plus my birthday money!woohoo!Ipoh rocks!...on Sunday...we left early to Kampar- a really small town in Perak where my Mom's hometown is and boy...I was basically so eager to head back to KL ...okie..i'll admit...I was really excited bout my party that night...=)....by the time we finally arrive home from an excruciating 2 hours drive....my limbs were so numb after that...I was basically rushing..from finishing my work...hurrying to the saloon to trim my hair....rushing home to take a bathe and prepare myself for the biggie night...I was late!hehehehe...so not me..but what can I say?certain hindrances were in the way but nonetheless..I was there..everyone was there and the party was rocking so who's complaining?Felix did a great job organizing the whole event and controlling 100 over guests...=)....when I arrived.I felt soo akward as I was stunned by the number of people...whoa..dun even go there...but well...dressed in a baby blue Punjabi suit..I gathered my composure...flushed with the prospect of somethin exciting and marvellous, I hurried to greet my dear friends....the presents gradually filled the whole table...but I was even delighted by all my friends who took the time to come and celebrate this day of mine with me...We had prayers...touching testimonials...Felix's bold speech...My gratitude speech...cutting of cake...birthday songs with vocals and everythin....a glowing me...happy , smiling faces...a video clip of my whole entire life...sign in banners...Time flies when u're having a great time...pretty soon it was over..after saying a million thank yous...shaking hands..taking pictures...giving and receiving hugs....receiving birthday blessings from friends...the packing up of food...cleaning up of the place....I was pooped...and was practically begging for a chair to sit down and rest my tired limbs....overall..it was a one of a kind occassion..worth an oscar i would say...one that i will always look back and treasure when I finally reside overseas in times to come...Huge thanks to Felix for being such a darling and taking the time and trouble to plan it all and making it a success....

Birthday Sunshine!!!

2004-10-11T16:15:00.000-07:00

7th Oct...(Thurday)...I woke up this morning as usual....groggy and blur...going about doing my daily routine of washing up..minding my own business....it was only when I was standing with a toothbrush in my mouth and my hands on my hips in front of the ancient mirror in my bathroom- wearing my soft cotton nightie that i realized that there was somethin important bout today...do i have a zit?nopez.. did i grow fatter?nada.... i didnt finish my assingnments?wrong again...boy..how blur can u get, Annabelle?...suddenly...as i was standing there with my hand working mechanically back and forth on my teeth , the thought about that particular important day rushed over me like a tidal wave, leaving me drenched in an unmistakable reality that...ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!the mere joyous thought almost made me spat all the white foam on the mirror(but of course i didnt...which MATURE18 year old would?*euch*)boy..i love to highlight that word..mature..nice ringing sound to it...hmmm..=)18 years old?is that me already?finally this day has arrived after months of anticipating...what do u think is the first thing this 18 year old did?yeaps..prayed to my Almighty God for 18 years of good old life(not that i'm old) and to grow continuously in Him...Amen!...wow....18 is a great time...have to act like an adult already...do adult matters?sip wine against a caribbean background?(where are those coconut trees?)...finally watch 18SG and 18SX after years of trying to dress like an older woman to pass the eye of the security(take that..u ticket personnel!)....late nights?(unfortunately..currently bound by the arms of my protective daddy)...nightclubs?(dun go there...dun even try)....wow...many things a legal 18 year old like me can do....woohoo!see..being 18 is just nice....17..u;re still too young..19..u're getting to the 20s which sounds..older..=)so...18 is the best!and I'm sure all the 18 years olds agree with me?*nods head*...so...what did i do on this special?i went to college as usual...received a lot of greetings and hugs although some of my pals thought that my birthday was on the 10th (Sun) which is the day of my birthday party and true celebration....but yet...it cant be described how happy I was...my birthday lasts only one day but I get to celebrate twice!!=)now...during those noon times....nopes..i didnt go out..instead what did i do?u will never guess..study!!i know...roll your eyes all u want till it pops out...but i was due to have a sociology test the following day and well..Felix was taking me to a surprise dinner on my birthday night so what do u expect?work first then play!my policy..hehehe....yeah....anywayz..night came soon enough and well...I was given a choice on our eating place...Victoria Station or Thai cuisine...now..thats a tough decision..*tick tock..tick tock*...hate making decisions..after contemplating...I chose Thai so Hartamas it was....the food was DEEEE-LICIOUS!,,with excellent service and nice bronze cutlery plus a wonderful ambience..=)..I was quite full at the end of the meal...it was generally a satisfying dinner...later Felix told me about another surprise...he knew i loved surprises and wanted to do just that by calling my friends and buy my fav Tiramisu cake from Alexis which cost a bomb!!unfortunately it didnt work out coz some friends didnt manage to make it...but well..I was delighted enough to hear that and after all..its the mere thought that counts!!cheer up Felix!=)...so..after dinner.....we went to Alexiz to box up a piece of that marvellous cake to celebrate in his house...I took the opportunity to visit MJ and Peps..missed them soo much..yeaps folks..in case u are wondering...nope..there was no magic trick...no MJ in this hat and Peps in the next...they just moved over to Felix's house coz well he has to have his turn of caring for them!!=)...and he's doing an awesome job...another clap on the back for u, Felix!yeah..so thats the end of this important day of my life...although its really a short period of time but well...it has a significance to it as it was the day that I became Annabelle Yeoh Tze Ruey...and of course the very start of a meaningful life..cant wait to party!!!

*happy birthday to ME!happy birthday to ME!happy birthday to MMM-EEEE!!happy birthday to ME!*

~ Voice Of The Devil ~

2004-10-03T12:05:00.000-07:00

Wow...it has been years since i last wrote....*rewind*....ooh..accessing exaggeration failed...okie..okie...it has only been two weeks?but it seemed sooo long!anyone miss me?no?oh well...*shrugs shoulders* what can i say?i'm not exactly Mariah Carey or somethin....well..now..i suppose u will be wondering what exactly is Annabelle trying to say today by my blog title...let me tell u people...the voice of the evil is a scary one...makes u break out in cold sweat..shiver under your boxer shorts(for guys) ....goosebumps appear on your skin.....a tear falls......well..still confused?well...i've just became a cell intern...and boy was i soooo glad...i really wanted to serve so when Grace finally approached me and said those magical words *I want u to be a cell intern*..okie okie..it may sound a little like Arnold swazzy..but at least she didnt say "talk to the hand" when she asked for a response...hehe...anywayz!there i go again steering away from my point...yeap..i accepted and so...I'm finally a cell intern...to my utmost dream..I felt like a bird who has just been released from the cage...I was so ready to go all out to preach or somethin....hehe..but of course...i held my composure...soon after that....Jason (the other cell intern in my CG) and me were given the opportunity to do Word during CG last fri as Grace wasnt't around...woohoo...i thought...finally I get to say somethin!I prepared myself as it was agreed that we will each talk on half of the lesson for that day...wrong ideas=)...yeah...so there I was...bouncing on my legs that Fri...could hardly keep still...was nervous as well..but it helped that a lot of people didnt turn up..so well...i was basically calm throughout the whole ordeal...well..to cut the whole long story short...I did okie..not excellent..but okie...Being the person I am...I was naturally not satisfied by my accomplishment....so well..felt a little down...kept comparing myself to Jason which I know I shouldnt..I felt that I could do better....was very disappointed with myself...and *poof* that was when the devil called out to me.." Annabelle, u're useless...u cant lead word...u cant be a good leader...u're nothin compared to the others..."...i felt so bad..i wanted to cry...I was so tempted to call Grace there and then for a change of mind...fortunately...I didnt...the next morning...the thoughts still dwell at the back of my head...and suddenly when I was engrossed in my quiet time...God gave me a sense of peace..that I did a good job after all...and it was my first time..so..I cant expect to be like Pr Daniel or Pr Chris Long right?I felt so foolish and guilty for having silly thoughts the night before...that I repented for giving up so easily...We are all unique in God's eyes..and no one can ever bring us down because God has a plan for each of us individually and I know he will use me to do great things for His glory....there is definitely room for improvement for me...and by the time God says "Go forth" I will be there at the starting line..all ready for a battle not to be missed...Amen!

~ Little Black Bag ~

2004-09-23T22:10:00.000-07:00

ha!!finally....I have the time this whole entire busy week to sit down and write somethin...well...I had a student council meeting today about our graduation prom happening in Nov...since it started at 3:30pm and I unfortunately (or should i be the lucky one?) ends my classes by 11:45am..now..now..isnt that just an absurd time to wait..wait..and wait?what am I gonna do for almost 4 hours?file my nails?(no felix..I will NOT cut my nails..stop volunteering!)*whispers*..anyone want?he can be a talented manicurist!..awesome!...anywayz..thats NOT my topic for today...dun make me steer away from the main point!heheh...well....therefore...this sweet guy here offered to keep me company for those 4 measly hours=)...dun he just deserve a clap on the shoulder?*clap clap clap*...yeaps...so..now...the question is..what did we do?...well..we went to a pet shop near Ming Tien to check out on some carriers so that we could bring MJ and Pepper for a holiday...hehe=)...yeaps..interesting huh?when we left the pet shop it was already 12:30pm.so we headed to SS2 to look at some *slurp* cakes!i just love them...icing and all with teeny weeny bits and pieces surrounding it...woohoo!....I know I know..its pretty weird huh?but well..what can I say?I'm WEIRD!...now then..when we left the cake shop..it was merely 1pm...3 more hours...now what?what else?One Utama!!..not that I'm a huge fan of it..but well..that will do!...so there we were...finding a place to eat but before that I bought this lovely book called " Da Vincci Code" by Dan Brown..u guys have probably heard bout it..its wonderful..if u like books that boggles your mind with murder clues and all..=)...well...now..ahh..food...I have to admit..I am really picky when it comes to food..probably because I'm a vegetarian and all....sorry felix=)...well..we walked around coz I have a sudden crave for sandwiches...after walking around Dome and backtracking with Oliver's Super Sandwiches...we finally landed our butts on the wooden chairs in Coffee Bean...Felix had a craving for coffee too so well..just nice!...but guess what?I didnt eat no sandwiches but I ate the pasta there..really nice=)...Felix will nod his head to this!...after a really really satisfying meal..(it almost burst my buttons..oh..wait..my shirt has NO buttons!)...we decided to "race" around the mall coz well...use up some food energy to keep my buttons intact..heheh...well..yeaps...I saw this bag..which i really loved but didnt wanna spend money on it..Its a dear delicate little leather black bag with a button and straps and the works...really chic..I fell in love with it from afar...but well.....not a need to spend money on!...but hey!...This really lovely boyfriend of mine (yes you..felix) actually bought the bag for me!and mind u..it aint cheap....not for a bag that is)...before the bag ordeal..we were grocery shopping coz i wanted to buy some "vegetables" for a salad I am whipping up for tomorrow's Oikos Weeekend Party...and he actually wanted to use the excuse of the "toilet" to buy the bag for me..cheeky fella=)...but it was only when we were about to leave...he practically dragged me to the store and bought it for me!..wonderful aint he?will treasure the bag and use it often=)...heheh...well...thats about all we did the whole day..and naturally I went for the meeting afterwards...meeting?who cares about it...when I have a chic little black bag!!

A hectic day accompanied with a sense of peace..

2004-09-19T13:45:00.000-07:00

ooh boy....*sighing in contentment*...now this is what i call HOLIIDAY...*propping feet on a foodstool*...well..lets have an account on my hectic day yesterday...basically i woke up at 7 on a saturday morning...groggy and all...limping out of bed trying hard to shake the sleepiness out of my head....to no avail...after washing up..of course naturally the first thing i do is to tend to the 2 little sweeties(nope..not M & Ms but MJ and Pepper!)...Jason Jong picked me up at about 7:55 for a leaders' meeting in DSP...well...i have to admit..i was so tired coz i only had 5 hours of sleep the previous night due to *ahem* communication reasons...thats what the telephone is for!*oops*...I wasnt paying attention to what Pr Mike was talking about...*Pr Mike..if u are reading this...I'm sorry but at least I noticed that u've got a haircut..did u?dun think so=)*but anywayz..had a great time nonetheless dreaming dreams and coming up with all sorts of *brilliant* plans for year 2005...=)its gonna be great!..aAt around 2, I had to leave for the "Prayer As A Lifestyle" seminar at DTM...was supposed to take Felix's car but He came a little late but I still manage to get the car! My plan of taking a bath was dashed coz of the lack of time...so I only managed to grab three pieces of papaya(that was my lunch!) and headed straight to Lot 81...I was late of course...but just a little...coz I was taking loads of time trying to park the car...well..wanted it to be perfect but i think I was overdoing it...warning..I can only drive straight..cant park for nuts!...anywayz...the seminar was awesome...Pr Gan taught us how to have a proper prayer lifestyle and all that....but I was anxious to get home coz I was quite tired and hungry...Thank God for His strength so that I dun relent to the noise of my body..hehehe...At about 6:40pm...I rushed home in a slight drizzle...and was running around my house making a havoc of a noise...getting ready for church...by the time I arrived I was blue with hunger and tiredness...Thank God for "Kampar " and their hawker food which saved my poor stomach...*burppp*....After food has settled in my stomach, I felt all better and am energetic once more to wprship the Lord during celebration...all in all...it was a great day...I learnt many new things and well...hopefully I will be able to put them to good use in the near future!!

My family and I

2004-09-17T14:10:00.000-07:00

well..well..lazy me...as usual...this is actually my essay for one of my Sociology class projects....it may seem boring..*yawn*..but hmm...its actually a quite highly marked piece!*all smiles*Enjoy!

A loving family. Isn’t that what every individual longs for? Particularly for me, family and its values is what made me to be the person I am today. Sometimes, I tend to daydream and I would spend those few precious moments reminiscing my past. I was born into a blithe and healthy Christian family. Right from the start when I first uttered my first cry, I was enveloped in strong arms – my father’s and I could hear the cooing noises my Mom makes when she cradles me to sleep. How I loved those moments and wish that I could be transformed into that little girl again just to cuddle up to my parents once more. Probably because I am the youngest among the three of us “monkeys” so I was basically pampered. I remember having this really bad temper when I was young and I would throw tantrums all over so everyone had to relent to my every whim.. well.. almost. Being the rebellious and the insubordinate child in the family, I was fortunate enough to have patient family members who took every trouble to discipline me.

My Mom – a staunch Methodist is an austere woman with strict principles and rules while my Dad is more of a pacifier when problems arise in the family. During those childhood days, my siblings and I were always punished when we commit mistakes. Punishments will be like the usual caning(ouch!) or kneeling. My Dad will always bail us out of these punishments so he’s like the saviour in the household for us kids. Looking back now, its thanks to my Mom and her sound punishments that I’m not roaming the streets or doing drugs today. My parents play individual roles in our lives with my Mom being the disciplinarian who’s in charge of our education while my Dad is like our finance minister so when we see him, we would be putting on our best smiles and holding up outstretched arms. I would say that I have a well – balanced family with my Mom symbolizing the volcano and my Dad the water which puts out the flame occasionally. Since young, I had always been involved with all kinds of activities from music classes to sports events so I grew up being exposed to the environment. I have very protective parents and I used to hate being treated like a baby but when I grew older, I realized the dangers of this world and gradually stopped complaining.

My Dad is not a materialistic person because he believes that life isn’t all about wealth and positions but more of the welfare of his children. I’ve been living in the same white-washed brick house facing a field ever since I was born. This neighbourhood contains a lot of memories as that was where I walked my first steps, rode a bicycle, sit on a swing, and I would never move for anything in this world. My house – no22, with the magnificent garden my mother strived to keep it blooming with all sorts of colours may be a hut comparing with a mansion but the memories there are bigger than the house itself as that was where we ate family dinners together and my mother would use these opportunities to show off her cooking skills – smiling sheepishly when we praise her cooking, where we decorate the Christmas tree every Christmas with each kid taking turns to put the star at the tip of it every year, where we had parties filled with laughter and joy, where my father used to kiss me goodnight, where we got out first puppy- Lucky and where we have traditional night walks together around the neighbourhood savouring the cool night air while sharing our daily activities.

My mother is a woman of manners. Since I could crawl, she instilled all sorts of moral values and politeness into me and when I could talk, “Thank u” and “please” were few of my very first words. As for my siblings and I, one = angel while three = trouble. My brother is this brilliant person who always have all sorts of tricks up his sleeve so we or rather I would be running around with my brother as the “captain” to play all sorts of mischief on my relatives during festivals. My sister with her serious façade would shake her head disapprovingly while watching out antics. Sometimes we would cuddle up in my brother’s room and talk and joke throughout the night until sleep eluded us. Those were the times. My siblings are now overseas and sometimes I do feel lonely, missing those silly arguments and the noises we make at home and also the talks we had but fortunately I have great friends who became substitutes to the empty longing for company.

Up till today I feel such pleasure in this family and I suppose the only thing I ever regret in this family is not being able to know my paternal grandparents. I am truly blessed as I have a family that many children might not even possess these days due to the increasing number of divorces nowadays. Reviewing this makes me appreciate my family more and the thought of leaving this cosy home one day to form one of my own allows me to treasure these memories and to keep it close to my heart.

hehehe..tissue anyone?*sniff sniff*

~Living a changed life for Jesus~

2004-09-15T12:30:00.000-07:00

Well..before u guys start pelting me with rotten fruits and tomatoes for not writing for a really lengthy period of time,(hmmm..on the other hand..it can be the best remedy for a smooth, fine complexion...)..i wanna apologize for not doin so because..nope..no explanation for it..well..alrught..i have been LAZY..i admit it!well..u have to understand...holidays and all...its a time to relax?*tomato whizzes by her head*hey!what did i tell u guys about tomatoes?anywayz..i'll make it up..today...i will like to present to u all a tale...*tick tock*here it comes...

I was a Christian from birth..or rather...i assumed I was..I cant even remember when i first accepted Christ..a second generation Christian..yup..that was me...so there I was..five years of age..skipping into Sunday School with a blue frock with matching ribbons on my head...during those times when I would sing *Jesus loves me this I know...*without any sense of understanding what I'm actually expressing through those pouty lips..those were the times..

primary school...I have vivid images of me...but what i can always remember is..my temper..indeed..I have a temper as rotten as decomposited food..yeah..sounds pretty disgusting huh?*grins*..but yeah..I want everythin MY way..MY choice..MY side...ME..ME...ME...everythins about me...anythin about God?nope..not at all..not even the least bit!are u shaking your head at me now?go ahead..I deserve it=)

time's running...pretty soon..I find myself dressed in blue pinafores(grey skirts=librarian)...well..thank God..i've outgrown my temper..but still..i wasnt't the least a Christian with a passion..I was merely a church-going person...every Sunday morning...is my only identity or rather day as a Christian...now now..don't roll your eyes at me people..finally...it was in my first and last XYZ youth camp in DUMC when I was form 5...when i recommitted my life...that was when i could safely announce to the world that I AM a Christian...indeed I realised how i have taken God for granted..that with my Mom being a Christian..definitely I'm one too...which I've learnt along the way which deemed untrue...I promised God that I will have a passion for Him once more...and this time...with utmost sincerity in my heart..

True to my word...i came into CYZ..at first I was feelin a teeny bit shaky...guess its because its a whole new environment...totally different from XYZ(not that i attended lots of super saturday meetings in XYZ)...at the start of the year...I was unstable in my faith and well...i admit..I was absent loads of times from CG...but gradually..once the group multiplied and I was put under Grace's CG...things changed...Its like somehow the flame which has been put out a long time ago has been sparked up again and this time it burns brighter than before...I'm indeed grateful that I have took hold of my chance to return to His side when I'm still young and able to serve before I scupper my chances of ever doing it....I suppose..all these years..I've grown a lot spiritually...developing from a self-centered perspective of *ME ME ME * to an altruistic behaviour that I will keep forever...and why crave attention from other people when U can equally do somethin inconspicuously and receive ultimate blessings from God?isnt that what matters the most...after all..Life is short..if we dun take hold of this time that He has given us to fulfill His purpose for us on this sinful earth..when can we do so?When we are old with a scattered number of teeth in our mouth, a knobbly staff in our hand?How long do U think U can live till?your hundreds like Moses?why not take lead and do somethin now for Jesus while we are still young and energetic and can still jump to the song*Jesus U are the Saviour of my soul...*I challenge U...people who are reading this..put down your tomatoes(if u are still planning to throw it at me..hehehe)...and reminisce about your life...what He has done in your life for u...everyone including U is capable of doing somethin great for Jesus..dun U want to make the Saviour smile?if I can change from the person I was till now..u can too...its a matter of faith after all..so dun give up!God still loves U no matter what...=)

woohoo!i feel sooo good after writing this..have to celebrate..=)ahh..just take care...and.*whispers*...by the way..rotten fruits and tomatoes are NOT good for your skin..i repeat..they are NOT good for your skin..so dun try this at home yeah?want good skin?drink loads of water!hehehe...God bless everyone!

A week of peace and tranquility..i hope

2004-09-11T13:50:00.000-07:00

Picture this...a vast canopy of trees...birds chirping welcoming summer...the summer breeze carelessly toying with your hair...(are u feeling it now?)...flowers blooming, splattering the countryside with an array of colours....the rainbow with colours that cant be found on a palette...is on display against the clear blue sky with cotton-shaped clouds...wow.....aint that just soooo beautiful...*rewind*...ooh...i forgot...i'm living in a place short of all these things...THAT is a dream..THIS is reality..lets go back to reality shall we?now then..this week is my holidays..can u imagine it?10 days of holiday bliss...it may seem short but phew..am i just so glad to escape from the world of assignments, tests, final drafts, datelines...that has taken a toll over me..need a good break...=)I know..i havenet been writing since God knows when but seriously...i have an excuse!*boooo*..well..i really do..(mutters)...anywayz....now..back to my rather boring life...seriously..whats there to my life?well..recently we(CPU) had a fund raising day for our CPU prom coming up in nov...and we, being the student council had to help out in grilling sausages and making hotdogs and barbecue chicken..sounds yummy?yeap well..we made a lot of money..bout a lil over a thousand which is really good...considering there wasnt a lot of help available and thus i had to STAND for like a few hours with an empty stomach..doing the routine of..cut buns..put sausage..pour garlic..add ketchup..voila!a cute lil hotdoggie on a hot plate...=)well..basically...apart rushing with work especially when i contracted a temperature sometime during the week, there were also wondeful things which happened...i got high makrs in my tests and assignments and i was ecstatic!!so now..aint that just an awesomely balanced week?furthermore...i received a call from me piano teacher...straight away when i knew it was her on the line i was like..oh my gosh..oh my gosh..dun tell me!!coz i knew it was gonna be my grade 8 piano exam results on her lips...then she blurted out.."u pass"...boy..was i jumping..but i was kinda deflated coz i was thinking of a merit if i could..but that day i was nervous and i made silly mistakes so..cant hope for more...guess i must be contented....i suppose...thats all for now...wish me good luck in obtaining a peaceful week!~bonjour~

Rabbit Craze!!!

2004-09-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

woohoo!rabbits are such adorable lil darlings...=)well...lets backtrack a lil shall we?this is not exactly my daily life..but i suppose felix would be writing somethin on our day today...and basically..hmm..wouldnt wanna repeat the same things twice..hehe...but..oooh...just look at those two cuties!!who would wanna have babies when u have rabbits like these..=)..ehehe...i know...exaggerating alil...but well..technically..thats a statement which i WILL make for now!Seriously i can practically do anythin for them...well..almost=)..every morning i wake up X-tra early to clean their lil home and to talk to them before i go to college...yeap..i TALK to them..hehe..i wouldnt know if they're listening but well....they will just look at me and blink with their ears up..that response is sufficient for me!every day..the first thing i do when i step into or out of my house or even before i go to bed is to greet them and tell them that i love them and give each darling a kiss on their furry lil nose...ohh!the joy of rabbits!i know...i know..u might start thinking i'm mad or somethin and probably might even offer to send me to a psychiatrist or somethin...truth is...i AM obsessed=)...hehe...but...one thing...they eat A LOT!..truly gluttons..especially MJ...no wonder the owner(ahem)...is one too.....NOT!...aww...felix's feelings has been *hurted*...oopsie...rabbits are like human beings too!...they can *merajuk* especially pepper...so when she does that..i will have a small talk with her...and coax her then she will really stop fretting and just sit still and listen=)yeah yeah....weird but true!!so...here it is!a blog specially written for them..MJ and Pepper...u two rawks!

welcoming myself..koff koff

2004-09-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

wow...is this me writing a blog?i cant believe it....it is!so exciting but unfortunately feeling kinda sick at the moment....been coughing my lungs out the whole day...throat feels like sandpaper now...but anyways..welcome me to the blogging world!phew...finally..i get to sit down and actually write somethin after weeks of procrastinating(i know..i know..really bad)hehe...but it feels so weird writing a journal all the time...maybe coz i'm not a 'dear diary' kinda person..but well..everythin has its first time..as i always say=)i suppose this is the start of opening my 'interesting' life to the public...well...today...not very eventful...was practically feeling sick the whole day...and looking at my load of work just gave me a terrible headache...fortunately...=)Mr Felix...kindly offered to take some of the workload...with the excuse that he has nothin to do after his mission trip...hehe..pretty unconvincing but do I argue?hehehe.....I was relieved....hehe...aint he great or what?okie..better stop praising him..otherwise..*whispers*..shh...between u and me...he might just get his head too high in the clouds...and cats just cant take heights...but then again they have 9 lives...heeheh...well...now that i just finished my mere dinner(couldnt eat much..appetite is on strike today)...just felt like unwinding a lil before carrying on with my studies for a test tomorrow...sigh..life as a student...how typical..wish me luck!